Is This a Return?

Hello, how have you been? I am sorry that I have been gone for so long. It has been quite a while since I last logged into my blog and dared to write. (14 Months). I would be lying if I said that all has been well in recent months. In all honesty, I have …

Onwards and Upwards

A lot has happened since my last post, which can be expected since it was months ago! To make it brief, I have completed all my modules as part of my Master's degree with just my dissertation to complete over the summer. I have made lots of new, positive friends, people who are genuinely good …

Mindless Babbles #5

It is no secret that I struggle to keep up with my blog. That I seem to lack the ability to post regularly while keeping up with post-grad life. I wish I was better at this, that I had the motivation and skill; but the fact is I do not. I thought by starting a …

Feeling Positive

This year so far has been filled with emotional ups and downs, but right now in this moment I am feeling rather positive. Despite issues with organising my dissertation, I am actually doing really well at University, exceeding the grades that I thought I would get. I guess that I am starting to believe in …

Honestly I do not know

I guess I'll start the way I have been for the last few posts, I really am sincerely sorry for my absence. I really struggle with writing and staying active in times of anxiety or happiness. I am not too sure why I struggle writing, I guess when I am in the mist of a …

I do not know what I am doing

I do not know what on earth I am doing. I do not know where my life is heading, how I am going to get there, most days I do not even know what I am going to make for dinner. I have not posted much as of late, for the main reason being that …

Mindless Babbles #4

I can feel it taking over again and I don't like it. Over the summer I really pushed myself in recovery, as I wanted to be a "normally functioning" human before I was to go back to university and progress in my studies. I honestly thought I had achieved this. But, after being 2 months …

Sorry for my absence

I am so sorry for my recent absence, just as I had started getting into a routine. I have been away on fieldtrip with my university as part of one of my modules and as I was away in the cold and the bitter wind I managed to get ill. All I can say is …

Acceptance is not the same as giving up *trigger warning*

It is only in the last year that I accepted that I needed help. I always viewed it that by accepting help I was giving up. Giving into the downfall. I guess I saw it as a weakness, as not being able to cope as an adult, as if it made me not normal. Obviously …

My Postgraduate Journey #1

So last week was my first official week as a postgraduate student. It's safe to say I full of a lot of apprehension. Although I was to stay at the same university it meant that everything was to be different, new classes, new people, new lecturers and a new home. This brought me a lot …